holidays, sickness, and life

well, we recently had seeley's first christmas! it was such a fun day, and it's even better knowing that as seeley gets older it's only to get better and funner! it was funny because my sister-in-law said we could do christmas morning with them and when i asked what time she said 6 in the morning and i just said you guys have fun and we'll be up around 10-11. We woke up around 10:30 when Seeley woke up and had a fun little morning. I'd open a present one at a time for Seeley and he'd look at it and play with it for a minute then we'd open another one. It was so cute and funny because he'd be playing with one present and then I'd open another for him and then he wouldn't know which toy he'd want to play with. After that we went upstairs and hung out with the family. It was fun having my parents there for Seeley's first Christmas, but kind of sad to know that they wont be here next year, especially since next year will be even better. So yeah, that was Christmas. Seeley got a ton of presents and just spent some quality time with the fam bam! New Years was a bust since Rey had to work till 11 New Years Eve, and then had to be back at 7 in the morning New Years Day so he just decided to stay at the hotel that night since they can stay there for free when they work back to backs. I was a little sad, but I let Rey make the decision since he was the one who would have to go to bed late and wake up early and drive. So not only did I spend New Years Eve alone, New Years Day was horrible because Seeley got sick for the first time. Seeley got a fever that went up to 102 and there is really NOTHING worse than seeing your baby sick. I know that when I'm sick I feel like junk, and I can only imagine how horrible it would be to be a little baby and feel that way and not know why. Sometimes when he would cry in pain I'd just hold him tight and cry with him. I wanted more than anything to take away that pain, but the poor guy just had to suffer through it. After two days of being sick I decided to take him to the dr. I was figuring that it was just one of those sickness's that would pass on its own, but I started to get worried that maybe he had an ear infection or something like that and I wanted to make sure it didn't turn into something worse because I waited. Well, we ended up taking him to the dr and they basically said it was a bad cold. The funny thing is, after we got home he started feeling so much better and by that night he was acting like the same old silly Seeley. He was even feeling well enough that I went and played some women's church ball. I knew I was out of shape, but holy moly! By the end of it I thought I was going to pass out. I even was guarding the only old lady on the other team and was still having a hard time keeping up! haha! One time I even had a breakaway moment and was going towards the basket and felt like I was going to pass out so I just stopped and shot halfway there... yeah, it was a little sad, but this just gave me the motivation to start really working out. I can't wait for spring because I can once again take Seeley on walks and hopefully start going on jogs. I hate being this out of shape and I hate being this big! Plus, I'm at such a weird size. For christmas Rey took me shopping at the mall and I tried on clothes and in the normal stores I tried on the XL's and they were too tight. I then decided to try going to Torrid. I asked about their sizing and they told me their size 0 was actually a size 12. Well, I tried it on and it definitely was no size 12.. that thing was HUGE on me! I think they say that to make them chubby girls feel better. So yeah, I'm not exactly sure what size I am these days and I'm hating clothes because they all fit so weird on me! Anywho.. I think that is all for now... not really much going on here except for me lovin' on and takin care of my lil man! He's the best! So laterz for now!