so much love!

as the title states i seriously have so much love these days! first off, seeley has by far been one of the biggest blessings in my entire life and i can't believe how much love i have for this little guy. i know i've said it before, but seriously every day i love him more and more. i love holding him and snuggling him and when he smiles at me my heart just melts! i'll admit, during those first two weeks after seeley was born i experienced those lameo flameo baby blues and one very long sleepless night i wondered if i was even going to be a good mom and maybe that i wasn't ready to be a mom, but that couldn't be further from the truth. i may not be the best mom in the world, but i'm trying and i would do absolutely anything for this little guy! my life has been so incredibly blessed and i thank my Heavenly Father every single night for blessing me with him and allowing me of all people to be his mom! plus, he's such a good baby! he really only cries when he has gas and is for the most part a very easy baby. when he's hungry he just grunts in a very cute demanding way and hardly ever cries unless i'm taking too long. i also thing that God knew i needed a baby that liked sleep as much as me because seeley has pretty much been an awesome sleeper since about 4 weeks! anytime between 10:30-2 am he goes to sleep and sleeps anywhere from 5-8 hours, wakes up and eats and is asleep within an hour or less than sleeps another 3-5 hours! i keep waiting for him to stop sleeping so well since i know i can't be this lucky, but he's been doing this for almost six weeks now so i'm just keeping my fingers crossed!

having seeley has also increased my love for rey! being a parent is hard work, but i'm so blessed that i have a partner like rey on my side! he loves seeley so much and always asks me to send him pictures of seeley while he is at work or school and as soon as he comes home he can't wait to hold seeley and play with him. he's also awesome at diaper duty! if i ever ask rey to change a diaper or do anything for seeley he'll always do it! rey also gives seeley his nightly baths and watching those two bond has to be the cutest thing ever! i'm pretty sure seeley is going to be daddy's little buddy because rey can't get enough of the little guy! also, seeley was blessed at church on sunday and i think that is definitely on my list of best day's ever ranking with being sealed, married, and seeley being born. rey gave seeley his blessing and he told me that he's only ever heard probably two baby blessings in his entire life and the blessing he gave seeley was amazing and by far the best i've ever heard! many people came up after and told rey the same thing and said that they loved that it wasn't the same old generic blessing that you hear every other baby blessing. honestly, i couldn't be prouder of rey and like i said am so blessed to have him as a husband and i so look forward to raising seeley and someday raising our future children together!

well, i figure i'll end here since this is probably getting rather gushy!!