Saturday, July 2, 2011

too many emotions

well, i have less than a week until i leave for utah and i'm definitely having some strange emotions.. i'm excited, i'm nervous, i'm sad, i'm happy! ahh! too many feelings! i'm so sad that this is my last week living in california and i'm going to miss rey, i'm going to miss the beach, i'm going to miss this apartment, and i'm going to miss disneyland! however, i'm so excited and happy that rey and i's real life is about to start. yes, we may be starting out in my parents basement but we will finally be able to start working on our real future and real jobs in utah. i did make a couple of friends here and i'm going to miss them a lot, but i'm so excited to be back with my bestest friends whom i have grown up with and i have definitely missed them! i'm even more excited to be around family! it will be so fun to be able to go to family bbq's and go to sunday dinners and spend holidays with them! as of right now i'm thinking of how this fourth of july will be the last holiday we will spend in cali away from our family! it's so crazy! i wish rey was coming back with me and i'm sad that we will have to once again spend a little time apart but we are pretty sure the longest it will be is a month and a half and since we have phones and skpye it shouldn't be that bad! hopefully it's no longer than a month, but knowing that this will be the last time is making me pretty happy! well, those are a few of my thoughts and since i am on pills i hope that made sense.. if not! oh well! love you lots!

kwisen

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