grenade

well, the marines have once again decided to screw rey over! after rey being in for almost four years we are pretty much used to the disappointment that they have caused on many occasions, but this time they have outdone themselves. after rey's unit got back from bridgeport they were told that the guys could do the early release program and that rey could get out of the marines early. well, everything was working out so it looked like rey was going to get out aug. 12th, and even though rey was one of the very first guys to put his paperwork in he had to wait for his paperwork to be submitted so other guys could put theirs in too. turns out rey's got lost and all the guys that took forever and turned theirs in way after are getting out in august, but now it's looking like rey is not getting out till mid september and possibly not even getting out early and just staying in till his original october date. this is just so frustrating because the only reason i came back this early was because he figured he would be back in no less than a month and now we have to wait over two! this is one of the many reasons that rey is getting out! unless it has to do directly with them nobody cares about you and everyone does whatever is best or easiest for them!

at this point i'm just stressed to the max! since we figured he was getting out in august we canceled the lease and now that he's staying he has to pay a bunch extra and now i'm stressed about money.. certain people that you thought you could count on screw you over, i'm working a ton, i'm tired, and basically nothing is going like it should! i'm really at my breaking point point because i'm not sure how much more i can handle and i know that it's only going to get harder! with rey getting out he's no longer going to be able to take terminal leave, which is leave that they can take and actually be out of the marines, but you are still pretty much getting paid so it's like having an income while you look for a job! so now we are going to have to rely on my paycheck until he gets a job and since i'm only part time that's kind of a problem! grrr! i i'm so annoyed! right now and just keep listening to the song grenade by bruno mars! it's a good angry song and it's making me feel good to vent and be angry! i seriously feel like this song is so fitting since rey has pretty much given everything for the marines and they just turn around and screw him over.. and then there are certain people who just take take take and never give anything back and it's just so frustrating! well, that's my vent! enjoy!