one big roller coaster!

so, today rey was supposed to deploy and i was totally and completely ready for it. yesterday morning me, my mom and chloe drove rey to horno and said our goodbyes just in case he didn't get libbo from the boat. although, rey was pretty confident he would so it wasn't all that hard to say goodbye. after getting a few things done franny and i drove to san diego and got settled in and waited for rey to get off. well, as i was waiting i checked my e-mail and got a certain e-mail stating that rey's deployment is now postponed for a few more days! yes, it was amazing news, but when you have finally come to terms with something as crazy and difficult as a deployment it can definitely cause some crazy feelings. i of course wanted to stay longer but my mom has to be to work at the temple on saturday and has to be there so no matter what i could only stay for one more day. like me, rey had some mixed feelings about it as well because he was worried about me paying for another night and he had also finally gotten his mind on deployment and then for it to suddenly be changed he wasn't all that happy. in the end we are making the most of it and are planning on having an amazing day when he gets off. we have ONE more day together and i plan on taking full advantage of it!

 so, i'm not the only one feeling the effects of it! i think chloe knows something is up and is having a really hard time. the two nights before rey left chloe snuggled up against him at night and didn't move! she's also been super clingy because i think she keeps getting worried that she is going to be left behind. yesterday before we left to san diego franny and i did a tiny bit of cleaning, more or less just throwing stuff out before i turned in my old apartment keys and chloe sat in the corner looking super sad and when we are leaving it took me calling her name a few times before she finally stood up and followed us. i think she is really sad to leave her home and not see her daddy very much anymore! plus, i think sleeping in two different hotel rooms has kinda wigged her out as well! well, i think that's it! hopefully rey gets off soon so we can spend one more good day together!