pretty sure..

so i'm pretty sure that being a mom is the BEST job ever! there is nothing better than getting to hang out all the time with the person i love the most and with the person that loves me equally as much. i am seriously so in love with this little boy and he makes every single day amazing and each and every day just gets better and better. seeley's personality is now starting to really come through and it's so fun and kinda crazy to watch him grow, learn, and pretty much change every single day. plus, there is nothing better than walking into a room or just picking him up every morning when he wakes up and be welcomed with the hugest smile ever. he is starting to get pretty clingy with me, which honestly i don't know why because i do spend quite a bit of time hanging out with my mom and he see's my brother and sister-in-law and their kids quite a bit but he is starting to get a little fussy with them when he holds them and will freak out until i grab him back. although, he LOVES rey so stinkin much and it is just so cute. the crazy thing is, he probably spends more time around my mom than he does rey but he just loves him. as soon as seeley see's rey the biggest smile will come to his face! apparently rey is pretty funny too because seeley will just laugh and laugh at rey. i will do the exact same thing and he will just stare at me, but with rey? he goes nuts! one day he was laughing so hard he started crying! rey is super busy with working and going to school full time so it isn't like he can be around much but seeley definitely know's that rey is his daddy! plus, a lot of the time when rey is home he has to do homework so he can't pay all that much attention to seeley, but if seeley see's him he'll just start staring at rey and eventually yell at rey until rey looks and pays him attention. very very cute! i knew i loved rey, but i never knew how much love i could have for someone until i saw seeley and rey play. without a doubt every single time i watch them the biggest feeling of love just washes over me. i am so lucky to have such a sweet family and such an amazing husband that takes care of seeley and me and is doing his best to provide for us, even if it's hard for him. it is rough to not be able to spend too much time together, but when rey is done with school it will all be worth it.

so, there isn't much going on with me other than taking care of my little man. every day is just spent hanging out with and taking care of my little man. i generally have netflix on during the day so i get to catch up on my favorite shows which is nice, but i'm definitely busy! when seeley's awake i'm busy playing with him and keeping him entertained, and when he naps it is a mad dash to get the house clean and eat something. so, as many of you probably know i cut my hair recently. it's still rather weird to look in the mirror, and it's kind of a shock, but it's super convenient. it used to take me about 40-60 minutes to shower, style my hair, and put on my make-up, and now it takes me about 20-30 minutes. i think i may grow it back out at some point since i think i look good with chinish length hair, but for now i'm planning on keeping it short because it's nice to have one less thing to worry about when i'm so busy.

well, that's it for now. at some point i'll add some pictures of seeley since i take waaaay too many but that is all for now.